Thank you for these meditative offerings. I think as someone who is crip, these are beautiful ways for us to remain mindful and connected with our bodies
A new one for me Madelleine but very interesting and different.
My heart is well and happy but it started shrivelled. Now it looks plump and healthy. But it is scarred.
No wonder. 48 years of abuse and violence started with both my family perpetrators. They were never parents.
Then two husbands the first one ticked every box that the perpetrators missed, became a very violent narcissistic alcoholic and eventually tried to murder me.
Second one ‘loved me to bits’ for 4 years. But I became bedbound and the abuse started and then escalated. As it does. We were married for 11 years but one day he tried to murder me too. So I got him removed from the house. And divorced him of course.
It’s a wonder I’m still here. But I am. And happier than I have ever been before.
It’s down to my first husband that I have Very Severe ME (since 1993). And my sons have trauma related conditions.
The elder has OCD, very little confidence and Asperger’s. My younger son has OCD, ADHD and PTSD. Again, lucky to still be alive.
Oh wow Andrea, I’m so sorry to hear about how you’ve been abused and treated, that is despicable behaviour from men. And nearly being killed on top of everything else 😱 That’s too much trauma for one life time. I’m glad you got a plumper heart from the meditation and acknowledged the scars were there. Lots of love to you, your heart and your scars ❤️🌸
That was beautiful, Madelleine- thank you. My heart was glowing orange and what came up for me that my heart needed today was grace. I also love how the visual you gave of the heart on the pillow tied in to the graphic in your post ☺️.
Thank you for these meditative offerings. I think as someone who is crip, these are beautiful ways for us to remain mindful and connected with our bodies
So glad to hear this ❤️🌸
A new one for me Madelleine but very interesting and different.
My heart is well and happy but it started shrivelled. Now it looks plump and healthy. But it is scarred.
No wonder. 48 years of abuse and violence started with both my family perpetrators. They were never parents.
Then two husbands the first one ticked every box that the perpetrators missed, became a very violent narcissistic alcoholic and eventually tried to murder me.
Second one ‘loved me to bits’ for 4 years. But I became bedbound and the abuse started and then escalated. As it does. We were married for 11 years but one day he tried to murder me too. So I got him removed from the house. And divorced him of course.
It’s a wonder I’m still here. But I am. And happier than I have ever been before.
It’s down to my first husband that I have Very Severe ME (since 1993). And my sons have trauma related conditions.
The elder has OCD, very little confidence and Asperger’s. My younger son has OCD, ADHD and PTSD. Again, lucky to still be alive.
Oh wow Andrea, I’m so sorry to hear about how you’ve been abused and treated, that is despicable behaviour from men. And nearly being killed on top of everything else 😱 That’s too much trauma for one life time. I’m glad you got a plumper heart from the meditation and acknowledged the scars were there. Lots of love to you, your heart and your scars ❤️🌸
That was beautiful, Madelleine- thank you. My heart was glowing orange and what came up for me that my heart needed today was grace. I also love how the visual you gave of the heart on the pillow tied in to the graphic in your post ☺️.
Thank you so much for sharing! I love that your heart glowed orange and needed grace 🥰