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I was equating productivity with my worth as a disabled person and am still trying to let it go
Do we really have to produce in order for our lives to matter? We have to sing and dance for you in order to be deemed worthy? In order to receive our…
Aug 20
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Madelleine Müller (she/her)
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A Conversation with Madelleine Müller on Making Music from Bed, Grief as Practice, and Reclaiming Enoughness
Conversations Behind the veil 004
Published on the veil
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Aug 13
We don’t talk enough about the trauma caused by chronic illness - so I wrote a song about it
Today is Severe ME Day and this is my contribution.
Aug 8
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July 2025
It took me more than 30 years to find my place in the creative world — and then chronic illness hit
Isn’t it ironic? Chronic illness seemed to have shown me a way towards my place in the creative world, but it’s also what has made creativity so much…
Jul 30
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Madelleine Müller (she/her)
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I stay sane living with severe chronic illness using these journaling techniques
Having a good relationship to yourself and being honest about your true feelings is immensely helpful when dealing with chronic illness. These…
Jul 16
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Madelleine Müller (she/her)
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I wasn’t suicidal, I just wanted peace
I was free-diving in Tanzania and all of a sudden I didn't want to come back for air. I wrote a song about it.
Jul 11
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Preparing your body and mind to rest [Meditation for chronic illness folks #21]
In this 2 minute meditation we tell ourselves it’s ok to rest (this meditation is without music)
Jul 8
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Nostalgia can be both painful and a balm when living with chronic illness
When I became ill with ME/CFS, lost my career, my income, my friends and got to meet the paternalistic and demeaning welfare system I viscerally…
Jul 2
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Madelleine Müller (she/her)
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June 2025
Letting the day (or night ) go [Meditation for chronic illness folks #20]
In this 5 minute meditation let go of anything we no longer need from the day (or night) (this meditation is without music)
Jun 25
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Why chronic illness pacing is political
I realised how my privilege as someone with resources and able-bodied parents who can provide me quality care allowed me to pace diligently.
Jun 18
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Madelleine Müller (she/her)
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When doctors turned their backs on us, I wrote this song
I hadn’t met any doctors who would listen or understand, I had felt ostracised from my present (able-bodied) community, we were neglected and forgotten…
Jun 13
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Creating with a disabled body in a perfectionist world
Disabled artists are not broken versions of abled artists. We simply create differently, with different pacing and limitations. We need to shift the…
Jun 9
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Madelleine Müller (she/her)
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